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I’ve been through so many things….

So many problems that have been happen around me…

But just as usual…

I really tired to face all those problem…

I know that maybe I’m not the one who really can solve all those problems..

But I really wanna to help to solve it…

Sometimes I asking myself that why should I care what really happen?

But I sometimes I really want to fixed the problems…

Sometimes, somethings, you really can’t have a leg inside it…

Orelse there will have bad things happen….

Or maybe the you might be suffer…

Friends are being honest together and always….

But sometimes they also their private things….

Sometimes not all things that one person need to inform or tell their friends or even best friends….

Yes, let’s say being honest is a good things….

But the honest is depending on the situation….

Now let’s talk about believing…

As a friends there is a trustworthiness’ between it….

I mean not even friends, best friends also will be like that isn’t it??

If u really not trust on your friends,

Then is there still a reason to be a friend??

Just think about it…

If there is no trust between u and everyone…

What will happen in this world??

I’ve been sick for it….

Not such a same case happened to me and I’ll be afraid about it…..

I’ve been walking through it before,

And I really FEEL what it means…

Honestly, it’s really SUCKSS…

So is it I still need to let those things happen??

I don’t want coz it might be KILL one person life….

Instead I didn’t wrong why still I need to bow and felt sorry about it??

Sometimes is just not letting things go worse….

But for now??

Its just seems like I’m acting old me??

I just wanna to find my way back home….

To be MYSELF…

A new me….

This is University life,

There is no one will like their life being sucksss,

And me too,

Instead to let a small things to ruin my life???

If the same things happen to me….

As a secondary case replay it….

Then I just can say,

I’m sad to see a childish act,

And I’m sad to being a group with it….

Angry, Scolding, Teasing….

Is it all I really want??

I know I hate it….

That’s is why I don’t want have any comment on it….

And I will not and I should not explain anything….

Instead people wanna to believe then u believe it…

But if people try to ignore it….

Then I won’t try to explain all…

Instead I’m right…

I WON’T….

~THIS NOW~

~Jenny Ai~