ok~apart of 2009 and the end of 2008~

Ok~
Is that a disaster or just a bad luck for me?
Come on…BBQ cannot smoothly go for it, cut my finger and then my lovely beer breaks it?
Omg~I really want to faint at the countdown day!!
What a wonderful of new coming 2009

I’m kind of afraid people take all of my things away…
Like my life…my friends…my things…
So I’ll kind of hate that people
But how?
Is it that all such things will happen in our life?
Things change and your friend will turn around and get or take away the things that are apart of your life….
Or is that we just don’t care what had happened and just pretend we don’t know what had happened at all?

Now I just only know how tough and how strength we need to become a best friend and care him or her and take a knot on that friendship forever....
Its just seem like a simple to become a friend…
But how to maintain that relationship between is apart of knowledge and heart…A TRUE HEART!
How I maintain it?
I also want to know it…uhmm~maybe I’m kind of pretty? Or just be an actor that acting in apart of my stage? Or I’m just a simple girl and silly?

If I’m an actor that’s mean I’m a lousy actor that cannot hide my felling well and sometimes will cross the line of acting….
In this 2009~this brand new year~
How to maintain my best condition and how to become a best actor…
It seems like a new challenge in my new life

As I said I don’t want any unexpected tragedies happened in my life and I don’t want loose my friends and things in my life…as I so hate it….but it seem like I’m selfish
I try my best to cope with it~
Whatever what happened….I’m still me isn’t it?

~Losing Jenny~