Once in my life I've never been so fall in love to a guy
He makes my life perfect which full of joy and memories
I've learn a lot of things from him
Since ever you have come into my life
It's just so wonderful to have you as my guardian angel
In the time being with you no matter it's tears or joy
I've learn and it's my part of my life
I didn't regret to be with you when the moment I agree
Every single time when I've mad at you my heart pain but then I still act on it
because I know that and I feel that
since when I'll mad at you more than 2 days
my heart is killing softly by you
I know I'm acting like a child in front of you which never been grown up
I'm a girl which do not have comfort when the one who she trusted and love ever is not beside her
She just need a trusted guy to care and love her more which will miss her and call her tell her that baby where are you, I miss you so much
The prefect life that you wanted always will not be what you have expected
It just seems like unperfectly
The expectation will make you more sad sometimes disappointed
I've been a naive girl always thinking that it will be fine
But with the mind to scared of loosing you make it worst
Sometimes I just don't know where to pop out the problem in my mind
I've been tears for these few days of avoiding
As you said, I like to avoid
I know all is my fault
That's all I can said
I'm being too strong to keep smiling in front of my parents and friends when they talk about you
Dear,
All I wan is asking you to be think for me sometimes for what I really hope you can done for me
not because what
It's because I will very happy when u willing to spend your time for me
And it's no doubt that will make me become the happiest person
Maybe is I'm asking too much and push it so hard
I'm sorry
I didn't have other speech which will make this better
Sometimes I'm thinking
I don't even deserve you as my guardian angel
You deserve much more better than me
~Jenny~
