Betray....

Have u ever have a feeling that u put all ur hearts to treat ur fren...
U have trust ur fren...and willing to do anything for it...
And at last..u just let that so called "fren" betray u..

Whenever as I'm treating a fren...
I will truly treat them as my good fren and with fully heart...
Whoever want to believe it or nt...is up to u all..
But 1 things that I really can't accept it is...
As fren....they didn't trust me at all...

1st...if u really choose dont want to believe me thn it is ur problem...
if u ardy choose nt to believe thn dont ask me anything about it...
instead there will be an argue of it...
who really can accept that u hav told the truth and ur fren just shoot u like u is the one who always lying behind thm...

2nd if u choose to trust the gossip and the other so called "fren" tell u about me..
thn u just trust it and dont ask me....
instead u ardy believeing what u wana to beleive....
in fact that....as fren to fren...
u pick to trust the stupidness of the gossip and dont trust about the truth...

how sucks is life whn there is rumours around u....
best fren spreading rumours about u...??
hw sucks is it??

My fren....
if u really betray me...
u just lost a good fren....
and, u will truly feel what u hav done to me 1 day...
same like others..
what u have done, u will face it 1 day....
just the time sequence...

I'm so hurt and tired that fren have betray and dont trust me...
how u think I'm??
is not important for me...
hw u treat me??
u will hav the same treat too....

I just feeling tired of hating...
bt not protecting myself...
u will never want to see an evil me....
never....

~Jenny Ai~