Trying to be the best~

Before the Chinese New Year till after my final finish...
I've really learn alot of thing,
I get alot of value through these day...
like appreciate what ur family have support u all the things they give ..
everyday appreciate a happy life and be happier either..
workhard for ur life and never give up...
and loving for everyone....
laugh out loud always no matter u are really sad......

I take alot of time to learn from my friends...my family and my heart..
sometimes people wont get the thing they hope for...
me either also like that...
i will sad..get mad and sometimes maybe will have a bad thinking...
untill now, i just know that sometimes the thing that are really precious maybe fated not belong to u or u woll lost it....
I've give up the love for my family member
I'm so sorry~I really can't take it already.....
too tired for being to become a pretender...
too tired to take care of everything....

Don't u ever think how much ur parent giving up their time or even their energy or life trying to protect their children away from any bad thing....
DON'T U EVER THINK IT!!!
u really making me mad and mad and MAD!!!
I really won't hate people till like that
u really make me an examption.....how "wonderfull" u are??!!!
just 1 word for me to say about u USELESS!!!

not im cruel is u make me cruel....about U!!
everything u do...everything u talk about it...ur tones evern ur face...
when I see it, I really want to slap on it and say get out of it....
WE are not OWNED U k~
if u so not satisfied and not happy to being apart of it....U MAY LEAVE ANY TIME!!!
with your so called "FRIENDS"

I'm in silent not becaurse of I'm scared...it's just I dont like to be aprt of it and what a so called "useless" me is avoiding everthing.....
but not for now....
u dare me....i dare u back...did u get it!!
don't ever ever talk about like u is the "world genius" and act like u is the "strongest"...
actually u is just an IDIOT that i ever meet before...

I always asking myself is that I realy playing my role well?
the answer is>> YES I'M
so u really peacing me off this time, and every time...

well~I've learn alot of thing from u by the way....
I've learn how to be honest, cheerful, and be good too..
u knw y??
coz u just act as a "bad role model" to let me learn
and yet from that u still can't get any idea to change ur bad attitudes....

I'm so so so freaking tired all about what you've done...
tired~

but as I said...I'm still me and I've try to be the best....
my time sure will come one day...
don't give up easily and fight for yourself~
this is what i get from my life...
and always laugh it out no matter what...
and it will make you more precious coz every laugh u make will bring more laughther~
trust yourself~I'm not going to make it for U...for Now coz u change alot....
I'm trying and how about u?

~TIRED & COPING~
~JeNnY FoReVeR~